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Number 89 The Cigar
Story Patrick Morley
Have you ever savored the flavor of
a hand made premium discount cigar? There's nothing
quite like it.
For twenty five years I have
occasionally enjoyed a good discount cigar, but never more
than when travelling abroad where I can get my
hands on authentic Cuban stogies.
As I'm sure you know, America has
held an embargo against Cuba since 1962 when
President Kennedy made it law. (As an aside, the
night before signing the embargo the president
sent Pierre Salinger on a mission to purchase
1,000 of his favorite Cuban cigars by H. Uppman.
Salinger found 1,200, so Kennedy was set for a
long embargo when he signed the papers the next
day.)
To this day bringing any products
manufactured in Cuba into the United States is
strictly against the law, as is consuming them.
Cigar lovers, though, have maintained an
underground that keeps these peerless Cuban
stogies showing up from time to time.
Recently, our family completed a
trip to the Holy Land I've been dreaming about for
over twenty years. It was a wonderful trip, and
just before returning I decided to top it all off
by purchasing four premium Cuban cigars. I put
them in my backpack without mentioning them to my
wife or two children.
Thus began a great spiritual
battle. No sooner had I buckled my seat belt, than
the Lord started dealing with me. A great moral
test followed.
During the twenty seven hour trip
home I scoured my Bible looking for some loophole
that would allow me to keep the cigars. The Holy
Spirit kept convicting me of my "little" sin. The
more I tried to wiggle free, the tighter the noose
around my conscience became.
I would open my Bible to where I
had placed my bookmark, read a few pages, put the
bookmark back, then rest for a moment with my eyes
shut. A few minutes later I would open to the
bookmark, read a few more pages, then put it back
and rest some more. This went on for several
hours.
After hours of reading the Bible
looking for an answer that would make me less
culpable, I finally broke and asked the Lord,
"What would you have me do?"
Just then I remembered that my
two children had given me the wine-colored, red
leather bookmark as a gift a dozen years earlier.
It had been in and out of my hand a dozen times
already during the flight. I glanced down and read
its message, "It is a wonderful heritage to have
an honest father" Proverbs 20:7.
That is about as clearly as God
had ever spoken to me. I confessed my sin but, of
course, my mind rationalized, "You already have
the cigars in your backpack." It wasn't difficult
to go from there to the thought, "Okay, I'm going
to declare the price of these cigars, but I'll put
it in with the leather cigar case I bought as a
souvenir of the trip. Then, if they ask me any
question whatsoever, not only will I tell the
truth, I'll volunteer information. I'll offer them
these four contraband cigars for confiscation. In
fact, I'm going to put them in the very top of my
backpack where they will be most conspicuous."
These things I did, but I still felt queasy.
We deplaned and started working
our way through the customs maze. No one said a
word. My guilt was so strong, I almost begged one
of the customs workers to ask me a question.
Finally, we had one last stop - the one where they
randomly ask some people to open their luggage.
I led our family toward the final
exit. About ten steps from the agent my wife
looked me straight in the eye and asked, "Are you
bringing any Cuban cigars into the country?"
My knees wobbled and my legs
buckled. I couldn't believe she did that! Ten
steps from the agent!
We finished the gauntlet and gave
the female agent our passports and customs form.
She smiled sincerely, gave a quick glance, then
waved us through. I couldn't believe it. I wanted
to confess! I wanted to turn over these cigars to
someone! But, no. She waved us through.
So I kept going, the cigars
practically screaming to be noticed.
The next morning, now riddled
with guilt like Swiss cheese, I went upstairs and
called my two children together. "I've done
something wrong," I began, then proceeded to
confess everything. I even shared the jolt I got
when I saw the verse on the bookmark they gave me.
"Will you forgive me?" I asked.
They both said of course they would, and it wasn't
that bad, so don't worry about it.
"Well, what should I do with the
cigars?" I asked.
"Dad, you shouldn't have brought
them into the country in the first place, but now
that they're here don't worry about it," they told
me.
Guilt somewhat assuaged, I
thanked them. But I was still troubled.
During the entire trip a
scripture I memorized twenty-five years ago kept
coming to mind, though hazily. The next morning,
after a thankful night of good rest in my own bed,
I rose early and turned to the passage,
"Whoever can be trusted with very
little can also be trusted with much, and whoever
is dishonest with very little will also be
dishonest with much. So if you have not been
trustworthy in handling worldly wealth, who will
trust you with true riches?" (Luke 16:10-11).
I was starting to get the
message! After my wife and kids stirred to life I
called a family meeting, read the passage, and
told them I had decided that I needed to destroy
the cigars.
Let me be quick to point out that
I'm not trying to tell anyone else what they
should do. I'm only speaking for myself. To be
completely honest, I have smuggled a few Cuban
cigars into the country on three, maybe four,
previous occasions. This particular day, though,
God spoke to me in a crystal clear voice through
his Word and Spirit. For me, destroying those
delicious but contraband stogies was a test I
could not afford to fail.
However, I have enough larceny
left in my heart that I wanted to get some value
in return.
So, I milked the story for all it
was worth at the Bible Study I teach on Friday
mornings, then cut the cigars up in front of the
group. It got a good laugh, so not all was lost!
The lesson for me was simple:
Scrupulous obedience.
I don't know about you, but I
have so many "big" things I'm dreaming about and
working toward, I can't afford to have any
"little" thing disqualify me.
How about you? Are you holding
back somewhere? Withhold no good thing from God,
and He will withhold no good thing from you. The
evidence of unwavering faith is scrupulous
obedience.
Application
1. What is one area of your life
where the Lord may be calling you to scrupulous
obedience?
Spend a few moments in prayer to
the Lord asking Him to help you see yourself as
you really are. Ask Him to reveal hidden areas of
sin and to make you willing to forsake everything
out of love and faith in Him.
Lord, help me to withhold nothing
from you, so that I will not disqualify myself.
Amen.
Business leader, author, and
speaker, Patrick Morley helps men to think more
deeply about their lives, to be reconciled with
Christ, and to be equipped for a larger impact on
the world.
© 1998. Patrick M. Morley. All
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